Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Sometimes, simple is the best...

Wednesday, September 30, 2009
God bless and all the best!! Simple words like this means a lot to me cause it came from YOU but i don't think you will ever know. I am actually kinda suprised to receive that cause we rarely talk with each other. Sometimes, i wonder whether this feeling i have for YOU is right. Will something happen between us? Well..i have no idea..I cannot predict the future.. It all still depends on God's plan. Going with the flow is the best thing to do at the moment. Maybe when we grow older, we will be braver to take the next step. But now, i am just living at the moment. Not expecting too much nor hoping too much. At least you still care sometimes..That is all that matters now..I don't know whether YOU are coming to see me perform but still i am going to give my all and try my best for the audience and also for myself..wish me luck!!..^^

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Tuesday, September 29, 2009
It's almost 2pm..Feeling rather sleepy..Lazy to go for class at 2.30pm..>.<..I am so tired..Right now, i just want to have a nice sleep without any disturbance and to sleep as long as i want..to wake up when i want to..How nice would it be if i can do that now..haha..But i know i don't even have to dream of it at least for this week..This week will be a busy week..I need to prepare for my coming dance performance this Saturday and also no forgetting about my presentation and quiz..Can't wait to be free so that i can really rest well..

Monday, September 28, 2009

"The Day" is coming...

Monday, September 28, 2009
Yes, 'the day' is coming. On 3rd of October 2009, this Saturday, i, Lynette Tan will be standing on the stage of the DECTAR Hall performing 2 piece of dance in front of at least 3000 audience. That is their target number of audience this year. It can be more, it can be less. We cannot predict what will happen. The most important thing now is to perform the best and to deliver the message to the audience. I need to gain more confidence. It's not that i don't remember the steps, i just couldn't catch up with the speed and sometimes i get really nervous. 2 months is almost over. The stress, the sacrifice i make, it's all going to be over soon. I really want to perform the best for the audience. I want to make them feel that what they are watching is worth it. Can i do it? Yes, i believe i can. I almost gave up a few times but i believe God is always there for me which makes me still here. PT UKM 30, I am coming for you. I am going to do my best on that day!! In addition, yeah, my family is coming to support me so i must do even better to make them feel proud..^^

Friday, September 18, 2009

Home, The Best Place To Be..

Friday, September 18, 2009
Reached home at about 3 something in the afternoon yesterday then went straight to the barber for a haircut. I think it was kinda short for me at first but now, i am loving it..hehe
Being at home was so much relaxing. It just felt so good. At night, mum cooked carbonara spagetthi for dinner. Yummy!!..^^.. After that, went out with two of my girl friends, Carmen and Annie for some catching up with each other...It was just awesome..Today marks the 1st day of my 5 days holiday so i am going to spend every moment of it well..^^..Looking forward to the family vacation to Ipoh,Perak this Sunday!!..

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Passion Gone...

Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Initially i entered PT as a dancer to enjoy but now i don't think i am really enjoying it. I think i am more stressed out rather than enjoying. Whenever i know there will be a practice session, i dreaded it. Why? Because i know i will surely get a scolding from teacher since she have high expectations and this gives me even more pressure. All the time i spent and efforts i put in will be washed down the drain or in other words, wasted if i decided to give up at this moment but i just don't have the passion in it anymore. Do i have any other choice? I guess no. I still have to persist with it. Only 2 more weeks to go. I chose to join this at the first place so i know i can't be giving it up just like that. I just need to find back my passion.
Study wise, sometimes i think i just lost my passion when everything seems so hard for me to understand. Having tons of assignments to submit and present is really driving me crazy. It's just too much to do at one time. Why don't you come 1 at a time instead of coming all at once?..>.<..
Now, i just want to finish the dance performance and all these assignments fast so that i can fully concentrate on my revision for my final exam peacefully!!
PASSION, PASSION..Please come back to me!!...>.<

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Good and Bad

Saturday, September 12, 2009
I am back to my home sweet home. A place where i belong. Where love has always been enough for me. The only place where i am so comfortable being myself. It just feels so good..^^
On the other hand, i know i am taking a huge risk by coming back. I might get kicked out of the team for not attending today's practice but hey, it's actually not my fault okay? They informed me at the last minute and i am already back home to attend a wedding dinner tonight. So what do you expect? I know today's practice is important but you have to understand that sometimes, there are many other things more important than that and it just cannot be sacrificed. Now, i can only hope for the best. Hope that they will understand my situation and will not expel me out just because of this. If they do, then i have nothing to say and nothing i can do anymore. Maybe it's not so worth it after all at the first place. I will just leave everything in God's hand now for i believe God has a good plan for me no matter what might happen.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

God is all mighty..^^

Sunday, September 6, 2009
These few days, i was kinda feeling down because of some things. However, today, a message brighten me up. As usual, i log on to facebook and i always read a message from God Wants You To Know application everyday. Today, this is what i get.
On this day of your life, Lynette, we believe God wants you to know... ... that how bad things may look right now means nothing, - it's how good they can be with God's help that counts. In life you can absolutely count on one thing, - everything can turn around in one day, in one minute sometimes. Don't you dare to give up, - you might be a moment away from a windfall.
Yeah..it's so true..no matter how bad things are, God will be there to make sure everything is ok..We just have to trust and have faith in Him..Reading this message really make me feel better..I will never give up in everything i do..that's for sure..^^

Thursday, September 3, 2009

My Heart Told Me So..

Thursday, September 3, 2009
We are so near yet our hearts seems so far. All of a sudden, i miss him. I have no idea why. I am beginning to stop thinking about him for some time but all of a sudden, a sight of him brings back all the memories again. Maybe it means nothing to him but it means something to me. Knowing most probably it's not going to turn into something, i still hope it will be. He never knows how i feel and i never know how he feels. I think both of us are really good at keeping our feelings. Let just see what God had in store for us in the future!!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Family Vacation @ Bukit Tinggi,Pahang

Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Went for a vacation with my family and relatives on the 30th and 31st of August. Only one word to describe the trip - AWESOME!! Departed from home at about 9.30am and reached Pahang at 11 something. We stopped by Bentong, Pahang for lunch and then headed to an ice-cream shop for dessert. The food was really yummy!!..lolx..After that, dad drove us further up the hill to our destination - Colmar Tropicale..The view was simply awesome!! It looks just like a french village. We checked into our hotel. Our room has two room and there was a small plight of stairs leading to the second room. After resting for a while, we went down for a walk around the place taking photos while enjoying the view. We stumbled upon a caricature stall and my cousins and i had ourselves drawn by the artist...It was kind of interesting..hehe..We then headed to a shop where they sell all sorts of mould for us to paint. My sisters and i choose a big mould - a couple with an umbrella to paint while my two other cousins chose a baby girl and pokemon. Spend quite a few hours there painting. It was quite fun though..^^...Soon after that, we went to have dinner at my aunt's room, headed back to our room for a bath then came down again to watch a show. The breakdance performance was superb!! Second day, woke up at 8 something then headed down to the cafe for breakfast buffet. After that, we walked around the place again admiring the scenery and took photos for memory before we checked out. We then took a shuttle bus to the Japanese Tea Village and Botanical Garden. At the Japanese Tea Village, I managed to try on a kimono, a red one..hehe..Took a lot of photos there with the kimono i am wearing..Really nice experience..Next, we went to the Botanical Garden..It was tiring having to climb so many stairs..phew!!..After that, we went to Rabbit Park. There was quite a number of rabbits and they were all sooooooooooo cute..lolz..One of the priceless memories that happen there was seeing my cousin, Justin playing with the rabbits. He was so happy and kept laughing all the way.Last destination, KLCC. We went there for some dim sum. Mmmm..Yummy!!..^^..Did some shopping after that, bought a purse and some bread and then i am back to my hostel. What a great way to end my weekend!! I truly enjoyed every moment i had with my family and relatives this 2 days. It was simply priceless and memorable. Will be looking forward to more trips like this in the future.
P/S : Photos will be uploaded later at my Facebook and Friendster coz there's a lot!!
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