Friday, October 30, 2009

Biscuits and Kopi O..=)

Friday, October 30, 2009
It's 10 in the morning..Just had my breakfast..Biscuits and 'kopi O' I made myself..It's so simple but nice..yums..=)
What to do today?...Hmm...what else?..Revise for the next paper of course!!..duh!!..So boring and have to continue reading the boring Hubungan Etnik again..>.<..Hopefully i can finish a big part of it today..
Daddy is coming to fetch me back in a few hours time..Going to have lunch with him, pay a visit to my grandmother who is still in IJN ( hope she get well soon ), then going to UM to fetch my sis..Hmm..a lot of time will be wasted today with all these travel so i need to grab hold of the time left to revise!!
Well, that's all for this post..Actually i just felt like typing so i came up with this post..haha..=P

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Thursday, October 29, 2009
1. What is the one word that suits the subject Hubungan Etnik?...You know, it's spelled B.O.R.I.N.G and its call boring!!..duh!..Reading it really makes me sleepy..What do you expect?..It's like reading history and i never like history since i am in secondary school itself!!..Hmm..i wonder why they have this kind of subject in Uni..Is it necessary?..How i hope they abolish it..haha..=P
2. I am going back to my home sweet home tomorrow..woohoo!!..Going back is a nice feeling..Going back means there will be nice food to eat...lolz..Being at home is really a good feeling...It's comfortable, it's relaxing..I just love it!!..
3. I miss Leslie Sung from the Queen Of No Marriage!! Can't wait to go back to watch the drama!!..haha..If only guys like him exists in this world..*oh no, i am fantasizing again*..blek~
4. I can't wait for exams to be over!! I want to relax to the max!! I want to shop, watch movie and drama, travel and blah blah blah...=P
5.There goes another post and off i go to continue reading the most BORING subject ever, Hubungan Etnik!!..>.<

Monday, October 26, 2009

Monday, October 26, 2009
Yeah..I know i should be revising for next paper tomorrow but here i am blogging..=.=ll...Facing PB notes in my computer is really making me mad...My eyes and my brain are so tired looking at all those words...ugh!!...PB @ Language Development is one of the subjects that i dreaded. Why? Simply because it involves a lot of thinking and writing...>.<...I don't really like writing essays but writing it for leisure such as in blogging is an exception though...haha...For my course, most of the subjects involves writing essays be it short or long. That is the reason why i dislike it..>.<..Just hope that i will be able to 'goreng' well in the paper tomorrow..
P/S : 'goreng' here means that to write anything we can think of based on our own knowledge..that is the term we JASPs used since...hmm..i don't know when...hahaha..=P
On the other hand, I don't know what is wrong with the internet connection today. I can't log in to facebook, i can't check my mails and internet explorer keeps closing automatically...ahhh!!...

What does this picture means? Well..nothing...I just like it so i just uploaded it here..haha...Don't you think the pinky pigs balloon are sooooooo cute??...=P

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Obsessed with You..=P

Saturday, October 24, 2009
Queen of No Marriage, a Taiwan drama series i watched just now while holding my Language Development book..haha...Well, i did study a bit while watching though but how many percent did i absorb??..Hmm..no idea...haha..Ok, not talking about studies here..It's been stressful
enough..>.<
ღ¤*♥ My Prince Charming..=P ღ¤*♥
People are usually obsessed with the main actor but in my case, i am obsessed with the supporting actor instead...haha..I think i am in love with him..with who? With Wen Sheng Hao who plays Leslie Sung Yun Hao @ Senior Yun Hao in the drama. Oh my...he's so cool, handsome + cute, has a great body, tall, macho and the list goes on...Aww..i guess i am truly obsessed with him already..lolx..If only i can find a guy like him in reality, life would be perfect..haha..( gosh!! i am dreaming again!!..=P)

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

When stress slips in...

Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Exam is drawing near yet i don't feel like i am prepared to face it. I just don't have the fighting spirit now. I am exhausted and tired. Reading it over and over again but still it's so hard to memorize it all. At least i have a slight confidence in my other subjects but it's definitely not in Language Development. The book is as thick as a dictionary and i am reading it like it's a storybook. But still, storybooks are far more interesting than this. I don't find it interesting. Instead, i find it boring. Probably because of the stress i am facing now when reading it. Maybe i will find it interesting when i am reading it for fun not for exam. I don't know what to do anymore. My brain is tired. I need some rest but time is ticking and i don't have much time to spare. Can i do it??

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Thursday, October 15, 2009
- sTarTiNG oF My stUdY wEeK mISSiON wITh A PhOTO oF mE iN a bRIghT cOlOur T-sHirT...lolx...StrEss Will Be HeRe FoR sUrE sO iT's iMPorTaNt To StUdY anD rELeasE stREsS aT thE sAMe Time...WeLL, tAkiNG pHOtos is A waY FoR mE to ReleAsE sTREsS..haha..Ok..I should rEALLy Get BaCk to my StUDieS Now...Go!! Go!! Go!!...^^ -

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Study Engine started..=P

Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Finally, i reached my home sweet home. It feels so relaxing. So relieved to finish all my assignments. At last, i can concentrate fully on my studies. Final exam is coming in less than 2 weeks which means i have only about 11 days to study everything i have learnt in my 1st sem!! Gosh!! That is totally not a long period of time. I need to use my time wisely these 11 days!!..My study mood is here.. The spirit is here now. Hope that i can maintain this kind of mood until exam is over..haha..My study engine is officially started...Vroom!! Vroom!!...Wish me luck!!...^^

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

It's Time To Change..

Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Enjoy everything you do!! Today, i realised it's so important. Enjoying something that you do will definitely make you feel better and happier. Don't treat it as a burden. Instead, treat it as something you enjoyed doing. Be it assignments, studies or any other activities. Confidence is also a must. Without that, you simply won't succeed at anything you do. Yeah, i do need all that. Time to change my outlook on university life. Right now, i am in the process of enjoying what i do, be confident in myself more and be optimistic towards life!!

~ SO, PEOPLE...REMEMBER TO SMILE!! ~

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Disappointed...>.<

Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Today was not a good day. I am disappointed with myself in my studies. Getting such low marks for one of my assignment really makes me wonder whether i am in the right path. Honestly, i had lost my direction and passion in this course. I am tired. I want to cry it all out but tears are not coming out. I just couldn't find anything i like at the moment. It's just stress stress and more stress. A few more weeks and i will be sitting for my final. What am i supposed to do? How am i going to find my passion back? I really have no idea what is going to happen. I don't feel confident. I cannot go through 4 years feeling like this all the time. God put me here so i am sure there's a reason for it. I cannot give up..I know very well. I just need to find my passion back. Will there be light for me at the end of the tunnel? I hope so...>.<

Sunday, October 4, 2009

3 October 2009...A date to remember..

Sunday, October 4, 2009
After so much hard work, tears and sacrifices, it's finally over. It was a great and awesome night. The night before, the full rehearsal was bad. I can see the teachers were disappointed with us as well as we ourselves. After the teachers left, most of us cried. That night was a total blow for us as we will be performing the next day. On performance day itself, we gathered at 7am to practice. It was a miracle when the teachers were quite satisfied with us. Soon after that, we went backstage..Took a short nap to regain my energy then get ready for makeup session..lolz..
The applause, the support we get from all who came to see our performance was simply powerful. I think it makes each of us even more confident. I am sure everyone did their best and was satisfied.
There was a few touching moments for me yesterday. First, it was when the dancers and actors were asked to gather around in a circle. Then, one by one the teachers talked about their feelings and also gave us encouragement. I cried with my makeup on and i was like controlling my tears from coming out coz i am afraid it might smear my makeup. In the end, tears still roll..I just couldn't control myself from crying when we hugged each other giving each other support. Before the performance i received a few sms from my friends wishing me good luck and all the best. The most unexpected was getting good luck wishes from 'him'. It was a total suprise..haha..The third and final suprise was when some of my seniors and coursemates actually went up on stage during the finale to give me flowers. Wow..this was totally unexpected. I was kinda speechless and shocked at the moment. I just kept saying thank you over and over again..hahaha..Even my dad came up on stage to look for me. The funniest part was when he couldn't recognised me when i went to tap his shoulder. His expression was like 'erm..who are you?' and then when i talked only he realised...hahahha...
Joining PT as a performer was a superb experience. Although the process was hard but the end product was simply awesome. It feels great to be part of this great production. The memories made were totally priceless!! Giving me the chance, i would like to join again but i don't know whether i will have time for that as i know i will be getting really busy with my studies starting from next year. What a great way to spend my first sem at uni!!
P/S : Photos will be uploaded later at facebook...Be sure to have a look there ya..hehe..
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