Thursday, September 30, 2010

I'm tired...just tired...

Thursday, September 30, 2010
Assignments oh assignments, when will you stop bothering me? :( I seriously don't like you. Not even a bit so please go away from me would you? Sigh ="( Assignments are piling up despite the fact that finals is a few weeks away. Everyday is more about rushing assignments rather than revising for my finals. As though the amount of assignments we have now is not enough, our lecturer surprised us with another one today. Great. Just great. Now I have another assignment on my list -.-

It is tough & stressful having to learn so many concepts and theories all at once. Remembering is a thing. Understanding is another thing. Sometimes, I feel so tired I wanted to just give up cause that's the easiest option. Studying suffocates me sometimes. Attending lectures, assignments, revision...ughh!! To be honest, I think I would prefer doing some hands-on skill rather than just studying my books & notes. One part of me can't wait to enter the clinic for clinical practice despite having many seniors and lecturers telling us that clinical years are scary. Of cause I am nervous about it cause I seriously think I still don't have a strong foundation on all the concepts and theories I have learnt so far. But on the other hand, I am looking forward to try having my own client to treat. All these while it's just observing. It can be pretty boring at times but I think that won't be the case when I am the one doing it.

Life is not all about studies. There is more to it. Studies is just a part of life. An important part. So try your best people. Grab hold and learn as much as you can during your precious study life cause that's the best time. I'm sure working life will be much different from study life. Much much different.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

A week with ups and downs...

Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Hello bloggie!!! I finally have some time for you :) 
Blame my uni internet line for not letting me online!!!
Thank God it's finally working now :D but still it's loading really slow D:

Last week was a week with ups and downs.
Got some of my results for my mid-sem exam and yes, they are not very encouraging.
No doubt, I was thankful it's not worse than that but still it's pretty disappointing.
So yeah, I ended up feeling kinda moody and down. 
That was when all those negative thoughts start coming in.
"Maybe I should quit" "Maybe I should give up" "I don't think this course suits me" "I don't think I can do it".
To avoid thinking too much, I slept early and Thank God i woke up the next day feeling so much better :)
Was super super busy everyday ; I don't even have much time for myself. 
Screw all the activities!!!!  =/

That was the down part. The up part came from my weekends.
I attended a community service camp @ Ledang for 3 days 2 nights.
Somehow, I think it's more like a vacation to all of us because we ended up staying in a bungalow =/
It was an awesome experience living with my foster family. There were 6 of us including me in my group and it was really nice sharing this experience with them. It was like we were all one BIG FAMILY :D 
Well, to tell you the truth, I missed my foster family already :(

I promise I will be posting more about the camp...errr...vacation later this weekend when I am home. The line is so slow here I can't even upload photos to my blog zzzZZ Okay, gotta go finish off some of my assignments then do some revision for my finals. Yes, it's less than a month away and I still have tons to revise + tons of assignments to finish -.-  I might not blog that often during this period so maybe just some short updates :)

Anyway, do stay tuned at my blog peeps!!! Community service camp @ Ledang post coming up soon!!! :D

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Happy Mid Autumn Festival people!! :)

I want these Hello Kitty Snowskin Mooncake!!! >.<

Not in a really good mood today. Down with flu, assignments yet to be done and running out of time, no time to do my revision yet, worried about my mid-sem results, not happy due to something...blah blah blah. In conclusion, various reason cause me to be in a down mood zzzZZ

kthxbai. That's all today. No mood to blog =/

Monday, September 20, 2010

Memories oh memories :)

Monday, September 20, 2010

Memories were made to last a lifetime. I am grateful to have some to look back to :) One of my precious memory came into mind today. It was when I was chosen to be a dancer for Pesta Tanglung UKM last year. It actually came as a surprise cause I seriously don't think I did well in the audition stage. Surprisingly enough, I was told I was chosen simply because she (my dance instructor) saw something in me :) Till now, I still wonder what she saw in me..LOL

Last year was the 30th one and the 31st one will be coming in two weeks time. This makes my mind wandered back to the time where I was one of the dancer for the event. Honestly, I can't believe I am actually missing it despite the hardships I had to go through. It was the hardest thing I have ever endured so far. Lots of sacrifice, tears, bruises...etc To practice for idunnohowmanyhours almost every day is freaking hard and tiring. Feeling sick, fill with bruises and blister on my leg and feet makes it even worse. There are countless moment where I just feel like giving up because I can't seem to catch up with others and I was unwilling to make the sacrifice. It was all too hard for me.

You must be wondering. Why on earth am I missing all these then right? Well, I sure don't miss those moments when I am at my worse but the truth is, I think those moments helped me grow stronger. I still remember the time where I was at the verge of giving up completely 1 or 2 weeks before the event because I just couldn't take it anymore. The practices were intense and using up a lot of my energy and my body was feeling completely weak. At that moment, I just wanna let go of everything and go back to my normal life. I wanna have a good rest but I know how much I wanted this so it was really hard to give up. I was struggling with this decision and everyone kept telling me that I have come so far. I should just bear with it for a few weeks and it will all be over.

Guess what?? Yes, I didn't give up and I did feel really proud of myself for that :) The event was a successful one and I had fun dancing in front of so many audience that day. Some of my coursemates and seniors came to shower me with flower bouquet at the end of the event and I was deeply surprised. What's better is my lovely family came all the way to support me as well :) It was at the end where I feel it was all worth it. The experience, the memories I got were priceless. Simply priceless.

PT UKM 30, thanks for giving me a chance to be a part of you. Thanks for the experience. Thanks for the memories :) You will definitely be staying in my memory forever :)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Hello & Goodbye..

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Although I am feeling kinda reluctant, I know it's time to bid farewell to my holidays. So, goodbye holidays!! Till we meet again next time ='( and hello university life!!! 

Holidays was nice minus the assignments part =/ Been relaxing a whole lot during the holidays. Didn't really touched any books during this period. Thinking back now actually makes me feel a tad guilty =X It's time to stop relaxing and start studying. Oh, that sounds "great"!! -.-

Dinner at grandma's place later and then I will be heading back to my hostel at KL. Swoosh!! Can't believe my holidays are gone just like that :O Here comes university life again. Will be having my finals in about a month's time...geeeezzz...why so fast one?? O.O

That's all from me today. A few hours left before I head back to KL. Gotta enjoy the remaining time left at home now!!! So byeeeeeeeee!!

Friday, September 17, 2010

what & where will life brings me in the future?

Friday, September 17, 2010
It's funny how we can't wait to grow up to be an adult when we are child but when we have grown to be an adult, how we hope to be a child again. Ironic isn't it? I do feel like that too occasionally simply because it scares me to be an adult sometimes. Why? The reason is simple. Being an adult means having greater responsibilities and no longer depending on others on a lot of things. In short, we are on our own. Being a kid is so so much easier.


Well, I am personally proud to be in my 20s but I sure don't look like one. That's what everyone would say when they see me..LOL..Is that a good sign? Or is it a bad sign? I'll leave that to you to decide :P To me, it's not really a big deal or anything. As long as one is matured enough for his/her age, that will be sufficient. Agree? :)

I sure experienced a lot about life having been living in this world for 20 whole years. Tough times, happy times..I have been through it. It does helps me grow a lot. I have learnt a lot throughout all these years and I am still learning. The most scary thing that I have learnt is about people. The more you grown, the more types of people you can see @ get to know. You will learn who are your true friends, who are not...who are really nice people, who are just pretending to be..who are those that really cares about you, and those who don't. Of cause, the list goes on and on which will take me forever if I were to list it out here =X


Life is not a bed of roses. This quote is really true. A life without obstacles or challenges are plain dull and seriously, what's there to learn if there's nothing happening in your life right? My life might not be as great as others but I know I am still one blessed child. I may be lacking in some areas but I am luckier than others in some other areas. I may not have all the things I want but at least I have all the things I need. God had been blessing me in a lot of ways all these while and I am truly grateful for that :)


I am getting pretty used to my life now but it can get really boring at times cause it's the same old routine everyday. Kinda looking forward to what and where life can bring me. A good change will be nice :) In the meanwhile, I am gonna try working hard towards my goal, one step at a time, hoping for the best in everything :)

We only live once. So make your life worthwhile people :D Life is too short to care about every single thing people say about you. People judge no matter what you do. That's human nature. What is more important is to live your life the way you want it, the way that makes you happy. Cheers!! :D

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Back from vacation :)

Thursday, September 16, 2010
Hello bloggie!! I am back!!! :)
I am a lil tired today so I will just update with a short post.
Better than none right? =P
Trip to Malacca was fun, nice and relaxing. Love it!! :)))
It feels so good to be able to spend some quality time with my family :)
Ate lots of nice food ; Satay Celup, Nyonya food, Cendol, Fried Oyster and the list goes on and on :O For sure I gained weight. This is so not good T________T Must diet already =/ The weather at Malacca was freaking hot as usual. Sweating whenever we were outside but it was okay :) Managed to buy some stuffs from Jonker Street and that makes me a happy girl...LOL
I really enjoyed my time there. How I wish the time would pass slower. I don't feel like coming back to face my assignments yet ="( But still i have to face the fact. 3 more days of holidays left to finish off my assignments and I will be heading back to my hostel at KL T_T
Uploaded my photos at Facebook but too lazy to upload it here =/ So if you wanna have a look at the photos, have a look at my facebook account!! =D

Monday, September 13, 2010

Off to a holiday :)

Monday, September 13, 2010
Woots!! Feeling pretty excited now!! Will be leaving for a family vacation trip @ Malacca tomorrow :) Gonna have lotsa fun!! :D Will only be back on Thursday so goodbye my bloggie!! I'm gonna leave you for a few days but don't worry, I will miss you XD Wokay, gotta start packing my things now!! Bubbye!! :D

My bestie ❤

Went to the newly-opened Ice Room at my hometown with my bestie last Thursday for some chitchatting & bonding session :) Haven't met her for quite some time so it was nice to finally meet her and talked like how we used to :)
I had Peanut-flavoured ice. She had Mango-flavoured ice. Looks yummy but not as tasty as I expected it to be and it's quite pricey. Kinda disappointed but who cares, we got each other's company :)
She is my bestie for like 13++ years. Known her since I am in Standard 1 till now and we were the best of friends ever since. We were in the same school, same class from Standard 1 till Form 5 and the same goes with our sisters too!! Wow!! :O She is one girl that understands me the most besides my family, a girl that I can talk anything too. No words can describe how happy I am to have a friend like her. Even more glad that our friendship still remained strong even when we are separated :) I am truly one blessed and lucky girl :) Friendship forever :D

Friday, September 10, 2010

Enjoyable day @ KLCC

Friday, September 10, 2010
Went to the Bookfest @KLCC with my uncle, aunt and cousins today. It was my first time there so I was feeling pretty excited :D
Had bah kut teh for breakfast with them before heading down to KLCC. We reached there around 11am if I am not mistaken and we went straight to the book fair. Surprisingly, I can enter F.O.C despite I am over 18 O_O I guess they thought I am still under 18 so I don't have to pay for the entrance fee. this considered a good or bad thing?? -.-
Well, I think I would just consider myself lucky cause I don't have to pay =P I guess that's the advantage of looking younger than my age..haha!! XD Anyway, I had fun at the bookfair today although it was really crowded with people everywhere I go. There were so many books I couldn't decide which to buy at first. I feel like grabbing and buying all the novels I saw =/ In the end, I bought one of the Twilight series ; Breaking Dawn, some children storybooks, colour pencils and crayons to be used for my clinic practical later :) and it's all under RM100!! It's so worth it!!! I'm really satisfied :D
Madam Kwan's Restaurant for lunch. I had Nasi Lemak & Sago Gula Melaka :) The taste was just okay but anyway, it managed to make my hungry stomach really full :) Shop a little bit after lunch and we went into a bookshop again. Yes, we did -.- It's called Kinokuniya, a company from Japan if I am not wrong =/ Bought Cleo Magazine & a Hello Kitty file there. The Hello Kitty file was actually quite expensive but I bought it anyway cause it was love at first sight =P There goes my money again. Gone money gone =/
Anyway, overall, I still spent less than RM100 for everything I bought today. That's a personal achievement for me..haha!! =P Today was fun. I really enjoyed myself a lot :) Another fun day awaits me tomorrow. Gonna shop, eat and then going for Phua Chu Kang the movie @ JJ Bukit Tinggi. Weeeeeee!!! XD
Oh ya, I do have photos but I am feeling super duper lazy to transfer & upload it. So no photos this time =/
Okay, gotta try completing some of my assignments now before my holidays end without me realising it =/ Bubbye!!

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Holidays at home - Day 1

Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Just a simple update to make sure my blog is not dead =/
First day of holidays at home,
Woke up at 10 something in the morning.
Feels so good to wake up at home, on my bed :)
There's seriously no place like home, my comfort zone :D
I did pretty much nothing today =/
Relaxed the whole day watching TV,movies, online..etc
So unproductive =X
Gonna make tomorrow a better one *hopefully*
Oh ya, by the way, I just changed my spectacles.
A thick black-rimmed one :)
I think I looked pretty much like a nerd now =/
but still I love my new spectacles..LOL
So, how do you all think about my new look? :D

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Exam ended and I'm freeeeee!! Err...really? =/

Sunday, September 5, 2010
Woots!! Exam's over and I am free!!! :D Well, that is just for the time being. Knowing we will be having our holidays soon, our lecturers decided to surprise us with assignments. Great!! =.= According to them, it's the best time for us to do our assignments..duh!!!! -.- *okay, I know it's true cause we will be free but still, I don't like the idea lor..hemp!! :(*
My last paper ended on Friday and no doubt, I have been relaxing pretty much ever since. Eat and shop. That's what I have been doing these 2 days. Bought nothing but ended up eating a lot of nice food. Wahhh...fattening ar!!! Feeling so damn guilty now. -_________-
Anyway, on a brighter note, I will be going back to my home sweet home in a day or two. Happy max!!! :D There are some things I am planning to do during my holidays.
1. Going to get myself a new spectacles :) Look out for my new look =P
2. Might be dyeing my hair with Liese Bubble Hair Colour but which colour to choose? Hmm...
3. Gonna finish up all my assignments!! That's for sure -.-
4. Gonna study so that I don't forget what I had learnt so far and to start preparing a little for my final exam in October *hopefully* =/
5. Vacation!!! Anywhere will do as long I am with people I love :)
6. Shopping, movie, karaoke..etc
7. Diet!!! Errr.... but I doubt it will work -_____-
8. Enjoy my holiday to the max!!! :D
So, these are what I can think of at the moment. Hope that I will be able to accomplish all..haha!!
Wokay, signing off. Gonna try to finish as many assignments as I can before going home. That way I will have less work at home and I can enjoy my holidays more!! :D

Post exam Mania ♡

~Pavilion Day 1~
Snowflakes!!! One of my coursemate and I was craving for this so badly so that's our first stop right after our last paper!! :D
Dinner at MOF Japanese Cafe. The food there was awesome!!! max!!!
~Pavilion Day 2~
We stopped by Shabu One Steamboat Buffet Restaurant @ Lot 1o for lunch before we head to Pavilion..yes, AGAIN!!! =P
Saw this National Geographic frame @ Lot 10. Can't resist to take a picture in the frame!! LOL Do i look like a doll here? =/
Took photos with anything nice. Haha...
Saw them right after we enter Pavilion. They were so damn cool!!! So happy to get to take a picture with them...lolx..XD
Shop!! Shop!! Shop!! Nichii, Forever 21....etc I most of the dresses I tried on but it was soooo expensive!!! T_T
Went to have a taste of this popular Japanese Crepe. The shop was sooooo cute!! I love the crepe display a lot!!! :D
TADA!! Here's my crepe!! Strawberry with fresh cream and ice-cream. I personally think it was overrated. The taste was just so so. Pretty normal and typical kind of crepe. It was not really that yummy as I expected it to be so I was kinda disappointed. Cost me so much some more T__T
Ended my day 2 with Subway Sandwich for dinner. Yums!! :D
Okay, I shall end my post with a few camwhore pictures of me..haha!! It's been quite some time since I camwhore okay?? =P

Thursday, September 2, 2010

One more day :)

Thursday, September 2, 2010
Guess what? It's Friday tomorrow and I'm happy cause it's the last day of my exam. Woots!! XD
*Ok, I am ignoring the reality that tomorrow's paper is the toughest subject. A subject I dislike the most cause it's all about Physics. I never expected to study about it in this course at all lor..hemp!! Physics is so not my thing =( *
Anyway, still gonna try my best and then enjoy my holidays to the MAX!!! X)
I am now having a strong urge to splurge on clothes, movies, nice food...etc :O I foresee a lot of my money flying away this weekend :// But I guess it's okay since I don't usually splurge =P
Okay, now I can't wait for the weekends to arrive. I must, yes i must relax and have lotsa fun!!! :D
Going back to my nerding mode. I will be very hardworking tonight for one last time since it's the last paper tomorrow =X

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

I'm fine...

Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Don't feel like writing today. So, i am just gonna let the pictures do the talking. That's basically what is on my mind now. I am fine, just fine =/

Before the morning....

Do you wonder why you have to
Feel the things that hurt you?
If there's a God who loves you,
Where is He now?
Maybe, there are things you cant see,
And all those things are happening
To bring a better ending.
Some day, some how, you'll see, you'll see.
Would you dare, would you dare to believe
That you still have a reason to sing?
Cause the pain that you've been feeling,
It cant compare to the joy that's coming.
So hold on, you gotta wait for the light.
Press on, and just fight the good fight.
Cause the pain that you've been feeling,
It's just the dark before the morning.
My friend, you know how this all ends.
You know where you're going.
You just don't know how you'll get there.
So say a prayer and hold on.
Cause there's good for those who love God.
But life is not a snapshot.
It might take a little time,
but you'll see the bigger picture.
Would you dare, would you dare to believe
That you still have a reason to sing?
Cause the pain that you've been feeling,
It cant compare to the joy that's coming.
So hold on, you gotta wait for the light.
Press on, and just fight the good fight.
Cause the pain that you've been feeling,
It's just the dark before the morning.
Yeah, yeah. Before the morning. Yeah, yeah.
Once you feel the weight of glory
All your pain will fade to memory.
Once you feel the weight of glory
All your pain will fade to memory, Yeah.
Would you dare, would you dare to believe
That you still have a reason to sing?
Cause the pain that you've been feeling,
It cant compare to the joy that's coming.
Would you dare, would you dare to believe
That you still have a reason to sing?
Cause the pain that you've been feeling,
It cant compare to the joy that's coming.
So hold on, you gotta wait for the light.
Press on, and just fight the good fight.
Cause the pain that you've been feeling,
It's just the hurt before the morning.
All the pain that you've been feeling
Its just the dark before the morning.
Before the morning, Yeah yeah.
Before the morning.
~ A friend of mine shared this song with me a few days ago and I fell in love with it. It is a really nice song with beautiful music and meaningful lyrics. Try listening to it peeps!!! :) *just click on the title of the song above* ~
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